Essie's

Sometimes I wished you knew this ..

And some food for thought aswell :

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself.
You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend.
What is meant to be will end up good if what is not won’t.
Relationships are worth fighting for
but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting.
At times, people need to fight for you.
If they don’t, you must move on and realize
what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you.
Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don’t lose something real.
Always fight, until you can’t anymore, and then be fought for.

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.